Today is the 26th October 2010 . Back to work today, but i have to admit half the time i was into thoughts .

Colette was my adviser for the day, because i thought she's the best person i could relate to regarding this matter . She said women can do what men does, but men in return couldn't do what a women does . Based on all the mothers, placing their children and husbands before themselves, with the wide range of emotions from the sensitivity of a lady, the periods of the months, and worse of all, career issues . People are like fingers of a hand, there're similar ones, and those different ones, people think differently .

She said she could sense what i sense, because she's been through too, and told me that i wasn't my usual self .

I'm affected by what was said, and i'm insulted .

But as usual, i always swallow it down and force myself to forget it . Because men, always think that plain words with some hugs and kisses will solve the problem .

Sometimes, i wish that you could just go away, because i hate you for what you do .